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State: Indiana
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Birthday: 7/19/1990
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Expertise: playing softball.having my heart broken. and  i'm sick of being the girl who is always in love. i'm sick of being the friend who is always let down. i'm sick of being the one who is always ignored.

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Friday, December 30, 2005

                          

 

                                   

                 

                       

                  

                  

                        

                 

                    

                

               

 

i was really bored and had nothing better to do than fight with my so called best fucking friends........FUCK!!!!

 

Here are some quotes also.......enjoy  .

.

let me ruin your life
let me break your heart
let me destroy who you thought
you were then;
ill ask you if we
could just be friends
just like you did to me
 
look for the boy
that will go out of his way
just to see you one last time

so why should i bother,
with my makeup or hair,
its not like tomorrow,
you will start to care


my heart is on my sleeve <3
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge ;; my witness

that means that i believed

every single lie you said

 

tomorrow's just another day
another way to spend my day
.......................all by myself

everything is unclear
    i need you here

 

i just can't take no more
leavin' it all behind
cause yesterdays gone

 


it's been another day thinking what
could have been. it gets so hard,
but it's not what it seems what i
wanted to be. did i try to hard?
i hoped for something much more
just before this you'll have to

promise
we won't fall apart
promise
this right from the start
promise
that you won't make believe
promise me

 

so what .. i'm different.
would you prefer if we
were all like her?

she's someone that isn't me, 
i don't wanna be invisible.

i hope you're as happy as you 're pretending

 

Sit back,
let her die
slowly.
Don't cry
She didn't love you anyway.

I know you don't love me,
So why am I even
trying?

I know you well enough to know
you never loved me.

 

what's so great about love anyways?
if you're falling, it can't be
safe

i'm standing here, waiting for my knight in shining armor
but all i get is losers in aluminum foil

i'm messy && sarcastic && jealous && vain
&& i'm standing here, asking you to love me for all i
am

i hate you; but i love you
i wanna push you off a cliff
then run to the bottom to catch you

you know it's meant to be
when even the times you can't stand him
he's the only person on your mind

 

 "Loved" isn't a word.
There
is no past tense of
love.
If you love someone, You'll always love them, no matter what

 

you remind me of a song i used to love.

&& every time he goes on away message
she clicks to see what it says         ;
as if this time he'll suddenly confess his
love for her all along

there's a song blaring in
her headphones that reminds
her of a boy who will never care..

these song lyrics make her.
they have the ability to break her.
yet she keeps on listening.

never give up on me, i will never give
up on you. you're everything i need,
oh, just look at what we've already
been through..

& since the first day we met
i knew you`d be hard to forget.

i`m writing love letters
to a lost boy
whos too cute for words
&& a mind that could
crush a young girls heart.

there's only you in my life
my first love ; you're every breath that I take
every step I make && i
i want to share al my love with you
my endless love with you.

my heart's not the first heart
BR0KEN
my eyes are not the first to
CRY
I'm not the first to know there's
NO
getting over you.


I dont want to be like Cinderella
sitting in an a dark old dusty cellar
waiting for somebody to set me free
I dont want to be like snow white waiting
for a handsome prince to come and save me
on a horse of white
dont wanna depend on no one else
i'd rather rescue myself.

someday i'm gonna find someone who wants my soul heart and mind
somebody who will understand im happy just the way i am
and you're gonna wish it was you.

love takes time to heal when you're hurting so much.

 

Babi h0w can i imagine s0mething brighter than y0ur eyes ??

y0u sh0uld let me l0ve y0u
let me be the 0ne t0
give y0u everything
<33 y0u want and need x3

im thr0ugh with l0ve
thr0ugh with nights crying myself t0 sleep
d0ne with waiting ar0und f0r the b0y wh0
will never c0me 'r0undis she the reas0n y0u st0pped calling
is she why we st0pped talking
is she the girl y0u always wanna kiss
when its y0u i always miss
is she the chick wh0 picks up y0ur f0ne
the 0ne y0ure with
when im h0me al0ne??
then i can be the girl
g0ing thr0ugh the do0r.

where did i g0 right?
h0w did i get t0 y0u
life's always kept me l0w
but n0w here y0u are.

what y0u see is what y0u get
hate it 0r l0ve it
thats y0ur callingall beauty fades away
were living 0n b0rr0wed heaven

n0 m0re sad s0ngs
im letting y0u g0 n0w
switch 0ff switch 0n
im letting y0u kn0w n0w
n0 m0re sad s0ngs

 

i may hate myself in the m0rning
but im g0nna l0ve y0u t0night
every0ne kn0ws s0me0ne they cant help but want

n0w i can't breathe n0 i cant sleep
im barely hanging 0n
here i am 0nce again
im t0rn int0 pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
just th0ught y0u were the 0ne
str0ng en0ugh deEp inside
but y0u w0nt get t0 seE the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

my tears are turning int0 time
ive wasted trying t0 find
a reas0n f0r go0dbye

i can't live with0ut y0u
i cant breathe with0ut y0u
h0nestly tell me that its
o0ver

we`re sad, & yeah, we always want our friends to know.
but whenever they ask that one question "are you okay?"
we always lie. "i`m fine," we say. i just wish someone would
look at my painted eyes and say "no, you`re not."
 
I m J e a l o u s O f E v e r y g i r l
W h o H a s E v a H u g g e d Y o u
C u z F o r T h a t O n e M O m e n t
S h e H e l d M y E n t i r e W o r l d .
 

Don't expect hello because you'll never hear my goodbye.
It's not that i'm not ready to leave, it's because i'm not ready to cry.

Let me take this dull kitchen knife, and stab it repeatedly
into my heart - it will be painless.
My heart is already broken anyways.

she knows she could never be good enough for you
but for some reason, she tries anyway
 

shes just a stupid girl.. who sets her hopes
too high... he's just a stupid guy.. who doesnt
know whats in front of him

Never had a drink that I didn't like;
got a taste of you, threw up all night.

I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I can't go a day without spilling something on me. I hate school. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act like I'm a lot smarter than I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I'm shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I can't sing. I laugh way too loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect.

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you
to say that there was no one else that you could
ever be with and that you wanted to be with me.

what would i do if you just got up & left ?
please baby, dont make me think about
the bad things in life. i pray you'll never
leave me & i know i'll always love you <3

I am not saying girls are perfect because
we all know that's not true, but why be unfaithful
to her if shes always been true to you.

so your pretty? is that it? you think your going
to get somewhere by being pretty? maybe somewhere
on the streets but that's it.

you want apologies? well, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever. the only thing
you'll get is this curse on your lips..i hope they taste of me forever

because your the kind of guy'
who'd laugh at me when i fall`
help me up && then whisper '
it's okay cause i love you <3

i remember when guys thought girls had cooties. now,
all they wanna do is have sex with you. man, i liked
them better young.

& all she needs to here is that she is wanted
and that she isn't just a worthless girl ...

Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you ;;
you are falling with nothing to grab & it comes when you don't expect it & it never stops coming

He looked at me and said,
"Do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get.
You shoot and miss kind of deal
like, no matter what you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
I looked at him, stared at him for a second
and replied, "Everyday..."

You could be my anti-depressant
But I`ll still love to overdose on you.

& when she thought no one
was looking; she looked at him
like he was christmas and` her
birthday __all rolled into one <3

 don't understand why I let myself stay with you. After all the lies, and all the tears cried, what made you so fucking special?


'cuz you're the only one for me
its the way that you make me feel
all i want is a boy like
y0u.

fRoM the fiRst kisS t0 thE laSt helL0
t0 eveRy huG aNd eveRy c0nvo
y0uRe thE reAs0n i laY awAke aT niGht
&& i miSs 0uR stuPid fiGhts
i d0nt kn0w whY y0u hAd t0 leAve
buT i kn0w i waNt y0u baCk heRe
..... wiTh mE.....

iF i hAve t0 liVe wiTh0ut y0u
... thE sUn w0ulD tuRn sAd.

girl: what do you think love feels like?
boy: it feels like everytime im with you.
<3


Sunday, December 11, 2005

 
Before...
i met you
my life
was fine
you weren`t in my head
destroying
my mind
but you came on strong
&
i wanted more
a feeling
that i never
felt before ..
what was i to do
you finally
came
i don`t
want this ever to end ..
but then you ran away.
 

You're so typical..& i hate you.
Another day, same bullshit, this is like
a re-run of some sitcom & here we are,
screaming at each other again.. you hurt
me on the inside. Listening to the same
songs over & over again, hearing the same
harsh words replay in my head. Yesterday is
already over, today sucks & tomorrow's bound
to be just as fucked up.

she said, all i'll ever mean is 'i love you'..
sometimes she wanted to cut out her stupid
heart and give it to him, because she meant
it that much.

please know that the smile on my face when
you're holding her is just as fake as the i love
you's you said to me when i was yours .

We'll wait for forever &
see how close we get. It's just
another day, one more chance
to get this right. I'll sacrifice
forever, please; just for tonight?

Waking up from this nightmare.
How's your life? What's it like there?
Is it all that you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me
& how broken my heart is?

She's moved on.
and i feel sorry for you
because she thought you were the most amazing boy ever.
if she could have any guy in the world, she would have picked you above the others.
she thought you were different.
she was wrong.
you're just another guy to her now.

you can only push a girl away for so long..
then after a while they start walking out of your
life on their own. so be careful because once
they start walking away, they wont turn back.

& i would rather fight with you - then kiss anyone else

you’re strange & you’re beautiful
you’d be so perfect with me but you just can’t see
you turn every head,
but you don’t see me.

This is you trying hard to make sure that you’re seen with a girl on your arm and your heart on your sleeve.
Remind me not to ever think of you again

I'm leaving the past where it belongs..
way behind me. My future..well, it looks
fantastic because you wont be a part of it.

i want a guy that will make me happy, someone
that will make me smile
when i hear his voice,
someone that will love me unconditionally, i want
someone that will have my friends say to one
another .. "shes happy again."

you sing me the song of my heart
and i patheticly fall for you more

I'd rather chew on broken glass than keep on living in the past, and waste my time on words i know you didn't mean.

I wish we could avoid all those moments, when we're around each other and start to remember how things used to be.

 a thousand words,
but none were spoken,
guess there's nothing left to say..
another dream just broken,
guess things just turn out that way

stop expecting change
hes just a lost cause that your waiting on.

Even though you left,
your smile still gives me a reason to breathe.

&& i guess they fell apart
like everyone always knew they would..

Every step i take .. Every move i make..
Every single day, everytime i pray -- i`ll be missing you .

Let's just forget everything said, and everything we did. Best friends, better halves, goodbye. And the autumn night when we realized we were falling out of love

Since we're being totally honest,
yeah, i'm jealous, & i regret leaving..

I listen to your message
everynight before bed,
just to remember all the
hurtful things you've said.

i called because i wanted you to know
the despite
everything that's happend
and all the
miles
between us right now,
i
still
think about how it was in the
beginning.

I look around my room and everything
I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

Scream silence now
I've always been listening to cries so deafening
From the bottom of my heart and the top of my lungs
if I can lose my voice, I'd lose it just for you.

 

Six weeks went by, still pretending that I'm fine.
It was you and I.
Holding back what's on our minds, and all the things I should have said and all the letters left unsent.
It was you and I, but mostly me.

 

From the way that you acted to the way that I felt it, it wasn't worth my time.
And now it's sad cause all I missed, wasn't that good to begin with.

 

Dreaming away the pain, finding myself high about the world.
Reality seems so far away.
Why did it have to be this way?
As I wipe away the blood, I clean my battle scars, thinking about the dreams I dreamt while he was tearing me apart.

Paint the wall your favorite shade of blue, I hope all your dreams come true.
And I will renew and I won't waste your time anymore.
Finally put a lock on our closed door.

 

i confess, i messed up
dropping 'i'm sorry's' like you're still around
and i know you dressed up
said 'hey kid you'll never live this down

 

so, make her laugh alittle and help her get through. she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right. it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, and be the one that keeps her tears dry

let me ruin your life
let me break your heart
let me destroy who you thought
you were then;
ill ask you if we
could just be friends
just like you did to me
 
look for the boy
that will go out of his way
just to see you one last time

so why should i bother,
with my makeup or hair,
its not like tomorrow,
you will start to care


my heart is on my sleeve <3
wear it like a bruise or blackeye
my badge ;; my witness

that means that i believed

every single lie you said

 

tomorrow's just another day
another way to spend my day
.......................all by myself

everything is unclear
    i need you here

 

i just can't take no more
leavin' it all behind
cause yesterdays gone

 


it's been another day thinking what
could have been. it gets so hard,
but it's not what it seems what i
wanted to be. did i try to hard?
i hoped for something much more
just before this you'll have to

promise
we won't fall apart
promise
this right from the start
promise
that you won't make believe
promise me

 

so what .. i'm different.
would you prefer if we
were all like her?

she's someone that isn't me, 
i don't wanna be invisible.

i hope you're as happy as you 're pretending

 

Sit back,
let her die
slowly.
Don't cry
She didn't love you anyway.

I know you don't love me,
So why am I even
trying?

I know you well enough to know
you never loved me.

 

what's so great about love anyways?
if you're falling, it can't be
safe

i'm standing here, waiting for my knight in shining armor
but all i get is losers in aluminum foil

i'm messy && sarcastic && jealous && vain
&& i'm standing here, asking you to love me for all i
am

i hate you; but i love you
i wanna push you off a cliff
then run to the bottom to catch you

you know it's meant to be
when even the times you can't stand him
he's the only person on your mind

 

 "Loved" isn't a word.
There
is no past tense of
love.
If you love someone, You'll always love them, no matter what

 

you remind me of a song i used to love.

&& every time he goes on away message
she clicks to see what it says         ;
as if this time he'll suddenly confess his
love for her all along

there's a song blaring in
her headphones that reminds
her of a boy who will never care..

these song lyrics make her.
they have the ability to break her.
yet she keeps on listening.

never give up on me, i will never give
up on you. you're everything i need,
oh, just look at what we've already
been through..

& since the first day we met
i knew you`d be hard to forget.

i`m writing love letters
to a lost boy
whos too cute for words
&& a mind that could
crush a young girls heart.

there's only you in my life
my first love ; you're every breath that I take
every step I make && i
i want to share al my love with you
my endless love with you.

my heart's not the first heart
BR0KEN
my eyes are not the first to
CRY
I'm not the first to know there's
NO
getting over you.


I dont want to be like Cinderella
sitting in an a dark old dusty cellar
waiting for somebody to set me free
I dont want to be like snow white waiting
for a handsome prince to come and save me
on a horse of white
dont wanna depend on no one else
i'd rather rescue myself.

someday i'm gonna find someone who wants my soul heart and mind
somebody who will understand im happy just the way i am
and you're gonna wish it was you.

love takes time to heal when you're hurting so much.

 

Babi h0w can i imagine s0mething brighter than y0ur eyes ??

y0u sh0uld let me l0ve y0u
let me be the 0ne t0
give y0u everything
<33 y0u want and need x3

im thr0ugh with l0ve
thr0ugh with nights crying myself t0 sleep
d0ne with waiting ar0und f0r the b0y wh0
will never c0me 'r0undis she the reas0n y0u st0pped calling
is she why we st0pped talking
is she the girl y0u always wanna kiss
when its y0u i always miss
is she the chick wh0 picks up y0ur f0ne
the 0ne y0ure with
when im h0me al0ne??
then i can be the girl
g0ing thr0ugh the do0r.

where did i g0 right?
h0w did i get t0 y0u
life's always kept me l0w
but n0w here y0u are.

what y0u see is what y0u get
hate it 0r l0ve it
thats y0ur callingall beauty fades away
were living 0n b0rr0wed heaven

n0 m0re sad s0ngs
im letting y0u g0 n0w
switch 0ff switch 0n
im letting y0u kn0w n0w
n0 m0re sad s0ngs

 

i may hate myself in the m0rning
but im g0nna l0ve y0u t0night
every0ne kn0ws s0me0ne they cant help but want

n0w i can't breathe n0 i cant sleep
im barely hanging 0n
here i am 0nce again
im t0rn int0 pieces
cant deny it cant pretend
just th0ught y0u were the 0ne
str0ng en0ugh deEp inside
but y0u w0nt get t0 seE the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

my tears are turning int0 time
ive wasted trying t0 find
a reas0n f0r go0dbye

i can't live with0ut y0u
i cant breathe with0ut y0u
h0nestly tell me that its
o0ver

we`re sad, & yeah, we always want our friends to know.
but whenever they ask that one question "are you okay?"
we always lie. "i`m fine," we say. i just wish someone would
look at my painted eyes and say "no, you`re not."
 
I m J e a l o u s O f E v e r y g i r l
W h o H a s E v a H u g g e d Y o u
C u z F o r T h a t O n e M O m e n t
S h e H e l d M y E n t i r e W o r l d .
 

Don't expect hello because you'll never hear my goodbye.
It's not that i'm not ready to leave, it's because i'm not ready to cry.

Let me take this dull kitchen knife, and stab it repeatedly
into my heart - it will be painless.
My heart is already broken anyways.

she knows she could never be good enough for you
but for some reason, she tries anyway
 

shes just a stupid girl.. who sets her hopes
too high... he's just a stupid guy.. who doesnt
know whats in front of him

Never had a drink that I didn't like;
got a taste of you, threw up all night.

I make mistakes. I have regrets. I hate being alone. I'm always late. I can't go a day without spilling something on me. I hate school. I don't like being wrong. I'm a huge procrastinator. I act like I'm a lot smarter than I actually am. I hate being ignored. I cry. I'm shy. I can't start a conversation with anyone. I have enemies. I can't sing. I laugh way too loud. I can't look anyone in the eye. Many things just seem to get to me. I'm not perfect.

I wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you
to say that there was no one else that you could
ever be with and that you wanted to be with me.

what would i do if you just got up & left ?
please baby, dont make me think about
the bad things in life. i pray you'll never
leave me & i know i'll always love you <3

I am not saying girls are perfect because
we all know that's not true, but why be unfaithful
to her if shes always been true to you.

so your pretty? is that it? you think your going
to get somewhere by being pretty? maybe somewhere
on the streets but that's it.

you want apologies? well, you might hold your breath
until your breathing stops forever. the only thing
you'll get is this curse on your lips..i hope they taste of me forever

because your the kind of guy'
who'd laugh at me when i fall`
help me up && then whisper '
it's okay cause i love you <3

i remember when guys thought girls had cooties. now,
all they wanna do is have sex with you. man, i liked
them better young.

& all she needs to here is that she is wanted
and that she isn't just a worthless girl ...

Missing someone feels like the earth crumbles beneath you ;;
you are falling with nothing to grab & it comes when you don't expect it & it never stops coming

He looked at me and said,
"Do you ever feel like you're working
for something you're never going to get.
You shoot and miss kind of deal
like, no matter what you can't have it,
but that makes you fight for it just a little bit more?"
I looked at him, stared at him for a second
and replied, "Everyday..."

You could be my anti-depressant
But I`ll still love to overdose on you.

& when she thought no one
was looking; she looked at him
like he was christmas and` her
birthday __all rolled into one <3

 don't understand why I let myself stay with you. After all the lies, and all the tears cried, what made you so fucking special?


'cuz you're the only one for me
its the way that you make me feel
all i want is a boy like
y0u.

fRoM the fiRst kisS t0 thE laSt helL0
t0 eveRy huG aNd eveRy c0nvo
y0uRe thE reAs0n i laY awAke aT niGht
&& i miSs 0uR stuPid fiGhts
i d0nt kn0w whY y0u hAd t0 leAve
buT i kn0w i waNt y0u baCk heRe
..... wiTh mE.....

iF i hAve t0 liVe wiTh0ut y0u
... thE sUn w0ulD tuRn sAd.

girl: what do you think love feels like?
boy: it feels like everytime im with you.
<3


 




Tuesday, November 15, 2005

sometimes in life, you find a special friend. someone who changes your life just by being part of it. someone who makes you laugh until you can`t stop. someone who makes you believe that there is really good in the world and that everything won`t always turn out bad, even though we all know it will. someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to come and open it. this type of friendship, is forever. when your down & the world seems dark & empty, your friend lifts you up and makes that dark & empty world suddenly disaper. they make it seem bright and full. your friend gets you through the hard times, the sad times, and the confused times. if you turn & walk away, your friend follows you knowing that your only walking away to see who cares enough to follow. you know that you have a forever friend, and your even happier, because you know forever has no end

 

true friends are the ones that when youu`re crying your eyes out,
are pulling the tissues from their purses. the one`s making you laugh
so hard that you could pee ;; and the one`s who aren`t
teaching you how to dance, they are the ones shoWinG you onto the table sayin ; letsgogirl =)

 

Do you ever sit && think ; what if?what if you had never said the first hello..or What if your pathes never crossed?What if you kept your mouth shut & just let things pass...What if you had just five more minutes...What if you could turn back time & make it all stand still.Where would your life be? Better?? Worse?? Less Confused?? More Confused?? Happier, or Sadder..? Just What If...

 

This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after your best friend.

 

& lately she`d say anything to make
him turn his head anything to make
him laugh & just ( stare) at her..

 

they'll look at each other, exchanging
glances, but not talk to 1 another b/c
they're afraid of taking chances..

 

i want to be the girl he's scared to lose ..
the one he can't walk away from knowing, *
she's (mad) at him. the one who he cant fall
asleep without her being the last one heard,
the one he wouldn't know what to do without

 

no one understands why i love you
but thats ok isnt it?
because if they could understand
then they would love you too.

 

i want someone to cry their eyes out if they hear me say
 goodbye
i guess goodbye is the only way to truly
figure out who really cares..

 

you want my opinion? we're all a little weird
&& life is a little weird && when we find someone
whose weirdness is compatible with ours && we
join up with them && fall into mutally satisfying
weirdness, we call it love ;; true love

 

i wish i could explain
what i see in your eyes..
how the sound of your voice
gives me butterflies*
`nd how the -brightness-
of your smile..makes my heart skip a beat
and how a .kiss. from your lips..
makes me feel so
`---»complete

 

 

Nothing. Nothing is wrong,
and asking me is against the rules.
Crying is against the rules.
I'm strong, and I won't let them break me...
 
 
 
when everyone is telling me ive changed
the truth is i really havent; i've just
stopped living my life their way
 
 
i`m making myself nervous
trying to be so perfect ,
because i know your worth it.
 
 
it`s so easy to say you hate someone,
but it`s so hard to actually mean it
 
 
&& you can come over,
we can watch a scary movie
and take stupid pictures,
fall asleep together on my couch,
because you are my everything
and all that i am, is yours.
 
 
I`ll be there when no one is there for you and you think no one cares. when the world walks out on you, and you think you`re alone. I`ll be there when the one you care about the most could care less about you, when the one you gave your heart throws it in your face. I`ll be there when the person you trusted betrays you. when the person you share all your memories with can`t ever remember your birthday. I`ll be there when all you need is a friend to listen to you while when all you need is someone to catch your tears. I`ll be there when your heart hurts so bad you can`t even breathe, when you just want to crawl up and die. I`ll be there when you start to cry after hearing that sad song, when the tears just won`t stop falling down. I`ll be there, so you see i`ll be there until the end. this is a promise I can make if you ever need me just call and I`ll be there.
 
 
I'll be there to catch you when you fall
I'll be there to help you with anything at all
I'll be there when you need a crying shoulder
I'll be there to try to make things better
I'll be there to chase away all your fears
I'll be there to dry all of your tears
I'll be there when nothing is going your way
I'll be there to help you make it through your day
I'll be there when you're going through pain
I'll be there when you think nothing will be okay again
I'll be there when something has gone wrong
I'll be there when you're no longer strong
I'll be there no matter what, just like before
Because that is what best friends are for..
 
&& I had f o r g o t t e n how it felt
to have someone you just CANT
get [ E n O u G h ] of <3
 
Twenty years from now I am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. That person who lifted my
head when I was losing faith in myself. That
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
That one person who always knew what I was
feeling by the look on my face. That one person
who accepted who I was when everyone else
laughed in my face. That one person that
accepted every decision I made believing that
i'd make the right decision. That one person who
knew who I really was. That one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. My best friend
 
so you say that i've changed
but---- how do you mean?
cause to be QUiTE H0NEST *
you mean so much to me . . .
<33 and maybe i've changed
BUT KN0W THiS iS ['TRUE']
no matter >> what's changed
______i'll always love you
 
He means so much to me,
I just wish he knew,
when I'm around him
the sky's a different blue.
When he talks to me,
his knees start to shake,
the last thing I wantis another heartbreak.
If he would love me like I do,
I could tell him
that I will always be true.
But when I try to talk
I just don't know what to say,
Because I know he doesn't
feel the same way...
 

Just because you hate someone
Doesn`t mean they`ll go away
Just because you love someone
Doesn`t mean they`ll stay
Just because you`ve got open arms
Doesn`t mean you`'ll get a hug
Just because you don`t want to die lonely
Doesn`t mean that you`'ll be loved
Just because I love you
Doesn`t mean you`ll love me back
So just because you love someone
Doesn't mean you'll see it through
Just because you're dying for them
Doesn't mean they`re dying for you
But just because you want to give up
Doesn't mean that you should 
Cause the second you walk away from them
You walk away for good____<33

Boy: I'm sorry...
Girl: Sorry isn't going to cut it..
Boy: What will?
Girl: Do you really want to know?
Boy: Yes...
Girl: Tell me you love me..
Boy: ....
Girl: That's what I thought...

i wish i could find the perfect lyrics
to the perfect song to explain
just how perfect you are.
but i cant. all i can say is
i miss you
&& i miss the
way i feel when im with you
&& tonight you're all i need

When you're a teenager.. every little problem
seems S0 MUCH BiGGER then it REALLY is..
just think the next time you strart to stress
over the little things.. ' is this even going to matter
five years from now?

i've seen this all before. it's like a reoccurring dream
only with different people. it's the same script with a
different cast. the same heartbreak with a different
person causing the pain. only.. i'm still the one ending up
h  e  a  r  t  b  r  o  e  n  . 

truth is;
we only hide because we want to be found
we only walk away because we want to see who will follow us &&
we only break hearts to see what they really mean to us.

all she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i`ve been waiting for  *


all
she really wants is someone who will sit
with her under the stars && not want anything
more but to look into her eyes && say you're
the only one i've been waiting for.

Oh why can't I be what you need? 
A new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good  no, I'm nothing...


It was all so simple & then we took it for granted.
Things took a turn for the worse & now here we are.
On separate planets, lost & staring out into space.


Don't expect hello because you'll never hear my goodbye. It's not that i'm not ready to leave, it's because i'm not ready to cry.


there's always gonna be that guy,
that no matter what happens between you two,
no matter how long you go without talking,
you just never stop loving him.


ever since i met you on a cloudy monday,
i can't believe how much i LOVE the rain


im sorry about the phone call & needing you
some decisions you don't make.
i guess it's just like breathing & not wanting to
there are some things you can't fake


i'd rather chew on broken glass, than keep
on living in the past. && waste my time on
replaying the words i know you never meant


i wonder what you wear on your lips
besides everything i need to hear


when you're down I may not be able to pick you up
but I promise I'll be willing to lay right next to you

We could live through these letters or forget it all together


Its Tuesday & I already hit the bottle. I can't even fall in love at happy hour.  I think I'll go home now & dream  About the nightmares that could be, Like all my friends turning into my enemiesYou're good at pushing me out.


yeah. cross my t's and dot my i's. better say hello, cause i'm gonna wave goodbye. i'll write "sincerely yours" and sign my name, P.S. i love you, forever and today.


don't confuse the people who are always around, with the ones who are always there.


i hate the way you say my name like it's something secret.


"You can't live your life for other people. You've got to do what's right for you. Even if it hurts some people you love."


Yes, and how many ears must one man have  Before he can hear people cry?


you're so insecure of yourself that you can't help being all over him when i`m around


It could be so simple but you'd rather make it hard. Loving you is like a battle & we both end up with scars.


tired of being contradicted. tired of being disrespected. tired of being put down. tired of being tangled up in drama. and fights. and lies. and stupidity.


what do you see in her that you don`t see in me?


this bed gets so damn cold i hate sleeping here alone. i see my future from the corner of my eye, im warm and full again a simple ray of light  . the only thing i think i'll miss   about this place is spending time with you


the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it no matter how unbearable this misery gets


heartbroken and softspoken so go on baby, walk right past me, im used to it


there are going to be times in your life when all you wanna do is lay down in the middle of the road during rush hour,just know that no matter how many times you feel like laying there i will always be here to block traffic   


love never wanted me.. but i took it anyway


So, I've come to the conclusion
BOYS SUCK BAD.
'Cause when they like you, you don't like them.
Then when you like them.
They like your best friend.
and HEY! Now your best friend likes him!

 

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Monday, November 14, 2005

Currently Watching
The Notebook (New Line Platinum Series)
By Gena Rowlands, James Garner, Ryan Gosling, Rachel McAdams
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i`ve gone past obsession in
                    this point of time ii just can`t
                    stOp  wishing  oF  a  wOrld
                    where your mine       --<3

I can only hope For the best
--<3--»  close my eyes  and
breathe in dreams of you  &
me with the  sun  Setting  at
Our backs..    a  [[ PerfeCt ]]
persona  of  thiS  l0ve story

                                               i`ll cOme tO yOu when  all
                                               else has fallen under dark
                                               i can`t tell yOu fOr sure  if
                                               my  heart   is  in  tHe  right
                                               place  ::  but right nOw itZ
                                               all i cOuld ever ask fOr <3

         And you can't hear the wisper
            of those sought after words.
       an eight letter saying Smothered
         by the sounds of my breaking
                                         ----» heart.

                                                nobody is perfect
                                        & i'm guilty as charged
                                                                          <3


she wanted to tell him how she felt
tell him how many hours she cried
her heart out » finally one day she
got the courage up to try ;; he just
[( i g n o r e d )] her && walked on by

 

DON`T ACT LiKE YOU CARE
iT`S BECAUSE OF YOU
THAT i`M IN SO MUCH PAiN

LOVE iS UNEXPLAiNABLE
iF YOU CAN EXPLAiN iT
YOU HAVEN`T EXPERiENCED iT

YOU ALWAYS DiSSAPOiNT ME
iT`S KiNDA LiKE OUR iNSiDE JOKE
EXCEPT , iT`S NOT FUNNY

YOU KNOW YOUR THE SHiT WHEN PEOPLE
YOU DON`T KNOW HATE YOU

the first time you fall in love, it changes ur life
forever & no matter how hard u try the feeling
never goes away- the notebook

you are every reason, every hope, and every dream I've ever had, and no matter what happens to us in the future, every day we are together is the greatest day of my life. I will always be yours. And, my darling, you will always be mine.
- The Notebook <3

I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has happened only once. That's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single minute of it." - Nicholas Sparks, 'The Notebook'

tell me you'll never forget me, because if i thought you would, i would never leave. -- WiNNiE THE P0Oh

and its so hard..
when no one understand why your crying in class
and your best friend asks you to a movie but you
pass
you want to kill yourself but you know
he's still out there & that some how keeps you going..
waking up in the morning and puttin on your
make-up
smiling with tears.. living in
rain
and yet knowing what you gain might be nothing but
pain

Oh, did I mention when I see you it stings like hell?
To the fact that we could have something that'll never happen.

--The Academy Is...

or how everyone else around you has
it better than you, there's always going
to be that one special guy that loves you
because you're not like everyone else

I wanna hold hands & waste Friday nights with you.

I'm always going to get mad & jealous
when you're around other girls..
But now I know it's ok because
[at the end of the night]
you're coming home with me.

Three little words they
were dying to tell eachother,
no it wasn't I love you...
it was we belong together

I hate how sometimes I open up to people who don't really care;
tell them stuff they don't really want to hear.
Maybe I should learn my lesson--keep it to my self, I'm guessing

Isn't it funny, that no matter what, we
always end up running back to each other

The paramedics say "Isn't it a shame?
Such a pretty girl did such an ugly thing."

There's times when I feel like screaming out loud... Just so everyone knows how bad I hurt

I wish I could be happy for once
to have a real smile with no regrets
a heart thats whole again..
and a laugh that doesn't hide the tears.

A little jealousy is nice in a relationship.
It's always nice to know someone's afraid to lose you.

You say I'm always happy
&& that I'm good at everything I do.
But what you'll never realize is---
that I'm a damn good actress too.

he acts like he doesn't care. but we all know..
he's falling apart without her beautiful smile.

Break it, shatter it.
Do whatever you want with my heart.
Well,because finally, I just don't feel it anymore.

She smiles at everyone she sees while faking her happiness just to please others so they can be happy. No one would ever suspect her of crying herself to sleep every night.

All I want is to be falling asleep in your arms,
not caring about anything else in the world
except how I feel right there when I'm with you.

i hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. and&& it is like as if
nothing happened .. && i slowy
start falling for

It takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has
It takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all

and i whisper into the mirror as
i wipe the tears frOm my eyes
"i'll Never Be good enough"

oh you're so beautiful
with edge &a charm   
but so careful when I'm in your arms

the georgia rain on the jasper county clay,
couldn't wash away, all the l0ve we made
just you & me down that old dirt road.


 once you had walked
 into  my  [(*life*)]  you
 made me realize why
 things  never worked
 Out with anyone else

 


 you know it's real when you can't stop Smiling,
 when your thoughts revolve around him & he's
 the one you feel the happiest with.. there's just
 that something about  him  you  don`t  see  in
 other guys.. and when you're not with Him, the
 only place you want to be is in his arms ·xOox·

 


i just wanted  you  to know that u
mean everything to me & that i *
could  never  be       l|[ happier ]|l

 

 


 i love that feeling & you're
the only one i get it from «3


 When i woke up this morning (( i saw your smile )) that smile
 & i knew that i wanted to spend the rest of my life, with you 

 

 Sometimes   i   wOnder*  where  wOuld  i  be
 if i d i d n t kno y O u & you d i d n t know me*
 who would i laugh -- and cry  with at the end
 where wOuld i be without my  best  * friendS

 

maybe love songs do suck
but fairy tales will alwayS
Come true    `               <3

dont give your self too much credit babe
your not the only  lover  Who  broke  my
                                                          HearT

some people may never understand what i see in you.
& thats perfectly fine with me <3

" in the book of life .. the answers aren't
in the back " -  charlie brown .. __ <3

could somebody show me the kind of  affection
that you only see in the movies ,you know what
i mean?

so lets destroy eachother cause were too cool
for love lines  &  soft   kisses over cheap wine

&&  i actually  thought. for one second
that you loved me  . but i guess i    waS
                                                        wrOng

i guess im just another lonely
girl living in a  complex   worD
                                                 
and when all is said and done.
ill turn to you  because i know
you will always be there for me

break it,  break another little
peace of my heart now baby

hello my name is yours

when the phone rings . and i hear
your voice. my tummy gets all jumpy
inside like a million fireworks all expolading
all at once. && when i hear your voice. i feel like
we are the only 2 people in the world and we have
fallen madly in love , just me and you .  you and me
                                                               togeher forever .

&& when it all comes down to the littlest secret
the lucky penny on the street, the tears running down
peoples faces cause there loved one dyed. thats when
i willl shead my love for you. when i fell like the whole world
is falling apart.. well i guess that time i now.


and sometimes. you just have to let go . do the
craziest thing you could think of. do something you
would never ever do before. and sometime thats what you
need just to get away  get away from this thing you call love. 

so cut me up like paper
and       tape        me
into something beautiful <3

 

 

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Lifehouse
By Lifehouse
you and me
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so this is my 1st entry.......i have a lot of quotes to put on here.....please subscribe.....or comment...PLEASE i will love you all forever

                        (but never as much as james or karina)

                         ~~so here are the quotes~~

'Cause I feel like running head first into traffic. 

 It may seem like the wrong thing to do,
but you have to forget about the guy
who f o r g o t about you 

Times were tough,
But the memories remain
Situations rough,
But we overcame.
Side by side, one for all,
Together we grew
Cause when it's said and done,
I'll look back on friends like you

He's the kinda guy who makes me want to fall in love again someday

Honestly, could it be, you and me, like it was before, neither less or more? Cause when I close my eyes at night, I realize, no one else could ever take your place

When no one else can understand me, when everything I do is wrong, You give me hope and consolation; you give strength to carry on...That's the wonder, the wonder of you...

I'd do anything for you, give you the world if I could

When I'm with you, I shake inside. My heart's all tangled up, my tongue is tied, it's crazy. Can't walk, can't talk, can't eat, can't sleep. Oh, I'm in love, oh I'm in deep. 'Cause baby… with a kiss you can strip me defenseless, with a touch I completely lose control. All that's left of my strength is a memory, oh… I get weak when I look at you, weak when we touch, I can't speak when I look in your eyes

Well it's all so overrated
In not saying how you feel
So you end up watching chances fade
And wondering what's real


I must admit I still don't understand Why I lose my head holding your hand. There's no explanation, no simple excuse For this feeling I feel around you

what would you do. if my heart was torn in two. more than words to show you feel, and that your love for me is real. what would you say. if i took those words away. and you couldnt make things new. just by saying i love you. saying i love you. saying i need you. more than words. now that ive tried to talk to you and make u understand. all you have to do is close your eyes and just reach out your hands and touch me, hold me close dont ever let me go. more than words is all i ever needed you to show. then you wouldnt have to say that you love me. because i already know

love makes you do crazy things. it makes u want to jump off the highest buildings. why? because it gives you wings"<3

i'm twisted up when im twisted with you...

Cause Ive been thinking I'd
like to see your eyes
open up real wide the minute that you see me.

mistakes make you who you are
you learn and grow with each choice you make
everything is worth it say how you feel
always be you.. and be okay with it

Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to goodbye
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

You're the [[one]]
Who broke my heart
You're the [[reason]]
My world fell apart.
You're the [[one.]]


Who made me cry.
Yet I still [[love]] you..
And I dont know why.

 

sometimes the smallest things in life are the hardest to do. like clicking on his screename && just saying hey. (((((((If only he knew how true this is…..))))))))

when your throat starts to clench
& tingle & your heart gets so warm
the heat travels through your body,
when your stomach starts to feel
those unforgiving butterflies that
spark the instant flow of tears. that's
the worst pain you'll ever feel. that
is your heart breaking..</3

Don’t be fooled by her pretty smile;;
Inside she’s breaking. She`s oh-so-fragile

 

This time the world can hear me
Cause I'm screaming on the floor
I feel so far away from healing
Someone step me back inside
Step me back i n s i d e of me
This time the voice is screaming
The screams in me silently

 

im ready to be the girl i used to be.
the one who never cried, never got mad
about dumb things and the one girl who
would worry about being in love.

what if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a momenT of sleep 
     what if i crushed aLL your dreams
and broKe all the promises you swore to keep 
so tell me how your life wouLd be.
if i did to you what you did to me

 

you were the worst and best thing
that ever happened to me
[[my best nightmare]]

 

she walks down the street
tears streaming down her face
how could he break her heart like that?

 

did you think that i would cry
on the phone
do you know what it feels like
being alone
ill find soemone new
swing swing from the tangles of
my heart is crushed from a former love
can you help me find a way to carry on again

sometimes paper is the only thing that will listen to you

 

& he said " i love it when you hug me g'night "& she smiled.
but he added " but, i wish you would never let go " <333333

 

no matter how many coins you
throw in a fountain, or the number
of fingers you cross, if it's not meant
to be, it won't happen..</3

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